Its upsetting that something you planned long ago.. a nice gathering..is coming to naught... *sigh* but i know u all dun wish to..

I knew it! confirmed that computing is my externally administered sleeping pill... today as i flipped over the paper... my brain shut off immediately.. i have this urge to hop onto my bed...except that the room doesn't have one..

ok..abt my paper... even proster(aka adrian) came out and complained abt the paper... *faints* i knew i will get a F! And in history..this will be my first F..wad the *Fish* ...

Saw a lovely pair of jeans at causeway point... regretted not buying it.. *WADS WITH ME!!!*

Last paper on monday.. and i am free!! WHEE!!


nope..this dog ain't dead... my guardian angel in thailand!

I know my cure for insomnia... To read anything related to computing.. and the next thing..i will find myself lying on the bed.. dozing off.. i went off for nap several times this 2 days after attempts of trying to absorb myself in a world of artificial intelligence.. (ok..i am exaggerating)..

Anyway.. everything would be over soon... i can finally lay myself back and bask myself in radiowaves(and i mean television if it was what it was emitting)...

YEA! And just bless that the geography teachers don't use bombastic english and put my brain to further tests... toodles~

The last time i had this feeling... when i was in secondary school..

What i meant was i feel like giving up on studies.. although my catalyst of studies was to see myself in graduation robe(with my brothers..my didi will be graduating the same year as us)...but the catalyst seemed to weaken.. badly... i hope the holidays will start boosting my will in peservering..

My hope for 1103 test ...which i still don't understand...just a C... pls pls pls!!i dun wish my cap score to affect me further.. how i hate computing.. darn..it sucks..



This picture was taken in thailand... get more of it after my exams =)

Finished my second paper.. but apparently i got more demoralised than relieved from the completion.. my investment of time had turned out to have real return of < 0 .. This is bad recession.. My brain cells are going to be umemployed soon.. this will leave with even lesser working brain cells.. *sighs* the rate my brain cells are working are at a diminishing return.. unless i feed myself with boosters.. (but since young..boosters seemed to have a negative effect which i still can't figure why..)What should i do?

Drowning case (of a sec student) 2 days ago... location: Drain (not really a drain..but unsure of its name) moral of story: think before you act

Apparently its disappointing that i see no pandas today.. rather.. i see faces in full bloom (aka face full of pimple or unkempt facial hair)

Cindy admitted she was 'Gong kia' today.. " ti gong ar.. wa si gong kia... bo bi bo bi ar...". Like cindy...i wanted to 'pua pui' in today's test...econs..I was so demoralised during the test...that i went totally blank... i would now be glad enough to scrape through the whole thing..i found that i had made careless mistakes... Darn! Shouldn't look at pat's answer... (lijing!!! wo hou hui le=regret!!)

Anyway.. something very funnie happened on the train today. Two boys were pleading on their mum to allow them to play computer games... their conversation..

Mum's boy: " ma... wo hen shao play computer game le...pls la... rang wo wan"

Boy's friend "Auntie.. rang wo men wan la... wo mama bu rang wo wan..!!"

Mum:"Bu ke yi... ni yi zhi wan computer game"

Mum's boy: i forgot what he said.. but it was something very terrible

Mum:" wa! ni ze yang li hai ar.. you ownself go earn money then buy computer games and play la! Wo yao gao shu ni papa...

Apparently.. the papa must have been carrying the cane..

Mum's boy:" Mei you la! HAHA!! Wo kai wan xiao de..!"

Mum's boy:" mummy... wo gui(kneel) xia lai la.. qiu qiu ni...rang wo men wan la!"

I was totally shocked.. kids nowadays... *shakes head* kneel for a com game? i will be so damn embarassed if he were mine.. *faints^ infinity*

The above bear-lephant is my catalyst to hold on.. Thanks Didi!!

Tomorrow would be my first paper.. economics.. i am just fed up of studying.. totally demoralised when i couldnt get to solve most qns proper that were posted on forum.. Would like to thank many people for their help in my econs.. ang wan.. cin..iz.. ernest.. shuling.. i din miss any ba... sorry to disappoint you all but i think i will freak out before i enter the hall and faint..

Regretted drinking coffee and coke today.. i am damn hyper now.. believe i will see pandaS tomorrow.. COOL!

I am so happy!! Cindy!! i finally found the title of the song that we heard over in SDE canteen!! I love this song very much...i was addicted to this song when i was in primary school(hrd it over the radio many times) ... Present to you all the song by Bryan Adams, Rod Stewart, Sting - All for love.. If someone sings this song for me... Whoo! Haha!! Enjoy! =)

Once you are hooked onto spree... you would go 'ding dong' ...tts bad.. cos i am in the midst of a major exam.. formulas haven even got to my head and prices of my fav top come swimming in my head... i loved American eagle spree... but the tops are just too costly... SPONSORORS! ANYONE?! DID I HEAR SOMETHING? haha... but its like.. my parents din get to indulge themselves in luxury... can't bear to do that when the money i spend comes from them..

Aren't the tops fabutastic?!! *Faints* ! STOP SELF INDULGING!!

Anyway.. .something happened yesterday that made me eat supper from now on... i slept at 12am with an empty stomach.. who knows... i am too hungry to fall asleep ... and finally got down to the kitchen at 2 in the morning to get biscuits.. ya..kinda stupid..=p

As i start to enclose myself at home to mug like what my sch mates shld be doing right now.. i start to observe my surroundings and this sparked my memories of living in Hougang..

I remembered the days when the curry puff cum bread uncle riding his stalls(his stall is integrated on his bicycle) to void decks...and before you know it.. crowds will encompass his tiny workspace...he would either be packing curry puffs or spreading the usual kaya on traditional flavoured bread. Before inflation.. curry puffs were just 40cents.. just miss those days..

swimming pool would be a jump away from my home...punching of tickets into the machine to enter... after swimming, it would be a routine for my siblings and i to indulge ourselves into a pack of fries... remembered those thick strands of golden fried fries...yummy.. hv not swam in a public pool since i moved... missed the days...

And MAMA stall would be a frequent hideout for my fatty bros and me... putting "dong kia"(coins) into tikam machine, praying for the goods we want... and buying the qn mark bag where you open and there will be surprises... 5 cents sweet would be used to clear the remaining savings... haha...

And my Wu Shu lessons in the sports complex...also a stone throw from my hse! miss them..!! i remebered laughing non stop during my examination... *blush* so paiseh.. but who cares... i was young then...

Arh!!! i just saw the "song of the sea" in sentosa on TV!!! so nice!! after exams..sentosa..here i come!!

Received 3 sms-es from my cousin and friends... so sweet of them to remember that i liked puppies.... well...there was this msg tt said joo chiat is closing its pet shop and giving away free puppies(dunno true or not la)...i was indeed itching in my heart to get one of them... even my dad seemed to waiver...haha..but too bad..the "lao fo ye" in my hse would not relent no matter what... furthermore..i have 6 responsibilities on hand...
Went to purchase my darlings' munchies... went walking around and saw many cute animals... my dad and i especially loved the bunny with the orh ba kat eye... SUCH A DARLING!!ARH!! i want all the animals i saw today!!

My rainbow!! something that cheered me up... BUT! its not free... my bro demanded back his $1.50..haha!!!



continuing yesterday's info...


Was out with dolly before i left sch for lecture... and i must say retail therapy helps alot.. it helps me concentrate better now that i have fufilled my desire.. i bought a top from F.O.S... wanted to buy another babytop...but a little too big...*SOB*!! its gorgeous!! still contemplating if i shld invest.. anyway..dolly..*JIA YOU*!! we babes will always be there for you...
this is what we saw when we were eating in town...gosh..this tissue issue(i.e. working adults using this to chope space) imagine a tourist who is going to eat.. see this pack of tissue thinking its complimentary and settle down..i might be doing this in the future..hope not...

Food therapy!! something to perk me up

Went to school just to get the results of geography report... its quite a devastating result for me.. B... we put in lots of effort..but anyway... thanks girls for the great work... but the funny thing is i S/U-ed the subject... i think i am a true virgo...(a perfectionist)..

After school.. my brother wanted to get a new pair of shoes for his new semester... coincidentally... saw pin xuan.. Jo wang and casper chatting... so casper was working there.. pin was shopping some stuff with jo... and the funnie thing is..the first thing px said when she saw me.. "EH! why are you here?! you should be at home studying!!" HAHAHA...with her serious look... i asked her for the same thing "you lei?!"ok...so she said she was zooming off soon...and i told her that i need to relax...ok...the point is..she is too stressed up... i cant possibly lock myself at home ya... 'sick building syndrome' would be my main xcuse..i remembered going bonkers the last time i locked myself in... anyway... jo and casper said i have grown taller... *blush* so shy.. i know.. haha.. told u i was short last time...


Anyway.. to my friends out there...this blessings are for you.. take care... and i got my thailand picts!! YEA!! will put up after exams.. will be changing blog too..

I was supposed to blog yesterday... but was worn out by the test yesterday... so i slept until morning today... god...a full 12 hours...

Yesterday was pouring big...and apparently... NUS hasn't had good drainage system..and the whole place is literally flooded...but i was considered lucky for there wasn't any "typhoon".. so my "Brinjal" shoe (as what cindy said) collected water and my jeans was soaked to the knee...uncomfortable.. imagine to travel for 1 plus hour with that state..
BTW... thanks cin! accompanied me...and hey..i know what i would give you as your incentive... haha... i believe you will like it... so STUDY wor....

Going out with my girlie later!! YEA!! miss her so much...and shopping too!

It came to me as a shock. Although i have not known her very well...she is afterall my schoolmate... I saw in the news yesterday that my secondary school mate has passed on due to a motorbike accident.. She is pretty..and still young!
I remembered a few days ago..i was still pleading my mum and dad to let me learn bike... now.. i have my own reservation.. but still thinking.... i dunno..

Rest in peace dear girl...

Cam whoring in SDE toilet... cindy was so proud the other day when she supposedly discovered this wonderful heaven... lol.."WAh...the ledge very long lei" this toilet is indeed the cleanest toilet around...as it is hidden in a corner..not many people discovered this...

sorry i have to crop off the backgrnd...haha..ya know ya know... (and i hv to shorten myself bcos of *AHEM*)

Exams are coming... *shivers*..i am kinda frightened...but excited as well... cos this wld mean tt i am able to take a long break soon... WHEE!! 4 final exams this sem.. happy!

ARGH!

Better.

YEA!!! i have finally finished the arduos task of reading through thick articles just to complete my project... *PHEW*...

Anyway..there was a welcoming lunch today for the pioneer batch of PFM=project and facilities management students... and many students crashed the econs tutorial i was attending... probably because 1)they were afraid there were no more food left or 2) they had to only attend a tut for a particular day(cos most lectures are finished)
HAHA! the food taste great and the benefit of attending uni is that there are many buffets.. (HEY...we have to pay ok..)lol..as LJ says... "we pay school fees de lei..."

Ang wan was really depressed when a hairdresser apparently chopped off her tresses when she only demanded a trim. Anyway..she din believed me when i said it looks nice on her... especially after she rebonded it.. (anyway...if u are interested on her before and after...can take a look at her bloggie)

ARGH! and 4 more days..i can finally take a breather cos the projects are weighing me down...
AND I MISS MY SHOPPING!!! and my girlie friends...*SOB SOB*...endure 1 more month...JIA YOU!!!

Anyway...Happy April fool! completely swipped out of my mind until ang wan told me...